really really damn long nvr post le.... times flies man.... nw i'm lyk sort of graduated le... haix... bt this is the most fan nao part... i hate it man... i dunno wad shld i do sia.... i've applied for 2 of the local uni bt i noe tat i cant gt in... seriously... my gpa is lyk so shit... bt i juz try lo... i feel lyk studyin nw cuz i dun wan to lose the momentum... bt cuz of my result hard to gt into uni n juz nice this yr my bro end his NS... he is also appling for uni... n his gpa is abit worst than mine.... so most prob he'll b goin sim... then cuz of the ex sch fees... i doubt i cn study in sim... haix...unless i hab to study part time n work at the same time....

if i were to study part time... i would hab to change a job... which i dun wanna to... this job cant provide mi with the amt of $$ to study part time in sim... so hab to find an office job... so i cn work in the mornin till evenin n study at nitex.... bt i hate office work... its so nan de tat i found a job which i lyk... though this job is quite tirin... bt seriously i prefer this than office job... at least i hab fun there tokin to the colleague... there r all nice ppl... n i noe i lyk f&b line... even if its waitress or bakin or cookin.... i enjoyed it.... i really cant find ani interest in doin office job... nw my interest is bakin.... i luv to bake... bt cant really find this kind of job unless i gt the $$ to open a shop n muz b very well known.... haix...

i really dunno wad to do le la... so fan arx.... y we muz study sia... T_T hate studyin... i juz wan to do sumthin i lyk... if keep doin things i dun lyk... i think my life is lyk so meaningless lo... haix.... juz guo yi tian suan yi tian le... no choice.... chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zi.... rang shang tian lai jue ding bahx... =(